
You strengthen me, guide me, not in front or behind me, but beside me in all that I do.
You protect and inspire, it is you I admire, for time and eternity, I love you.
I only wish you knew why, I never want to say bye, It seems unreal that I'm marrying a man like you
I sometimes get afraid, but I then kneel and pray, so I'm keeping you Adam, men like you are too few!
Now don't get too scared, I hope these feelings are shared, because honey, I've fallin' so fast
Please meet me in the afternoon, on the 14th of June, It is in that holy place, that our love will for eternity last.
Oh please, Adam please, I am begging on my knees, marry me for you won't regret a thing
I will respect you, never neglect you, and try not to correct you, and every day I will wear this ring.
All I want is your love, its your love I'm dreaming of, for without you I'm just not enough
Your apart of me now, we will make it somehow, for the Lord will provide, when the going gets tough.
This isn't all, for this poem is very small, compared to the feelings I have inside
But I want you to know, I will forever help you grow, only if you will take me as your bride
Lets forever walk side by side, for its going to be a bumpy ride, but I'm willing: its our lives we are going to share
To help you and support you, stand by you and love you, Adam John Neilsen, I will always be there.
**I wrote this for Adam before we got married. When we were engaged he was going to school in Idaho and I was living in Oregon so we e-mailed eachother a lot with poems and pictures.
Tomorrow is our one year anniversary. I can't believe it! I've been reflecting lots on why I love my amazing husband so much. This last year has been filled with lots and lots of memories that I will never forget. I love Adam with all my heart and would be nothing without him...here is why...
*Some pictures from when we were dating*
~I can never forget when Adam and I were just friends and developed such a deep love for one another. I had never had that in a friend before. I had never had a friend that I could not get enough of! Adam and I would hang out at my house until 2 in the morning. I would drop him off and we would then call eachother and talk for another 2 hours...sometimes lots more. We were pathetic.
~Adam respects me. I dated quite a bit before him and knew what I wanted in a friend and spouse. Respect was and still is very important to me.
~He's silly and always keeps me laughing. Even now, we stay up super late laughing so hard. Sometimes our neighbors complain hehe
~I can be a very moody girl and can't think of anyone else that has such patience with me. He never loses his patience no matter how mad he is.
~I love His voice! Adam was planning on singing to me at our reception but I ended up singing to him (I sang "Keep Me Forever Falling" by Carmen Rasmusen). Instead of singing at our reception...the night before our wedding Adam sang to me from outside my window after singing goodnight. He sang "The Luckiest" by Ben Folds. He was really nervous, and definitely made me cry.
~Adam stayed with me every minute when I ended up at the Hospital on our honeymoon. Everytime I would cough or even clearn my throat...Adam would jump up and ask if I needed anything. He sang me to sleep almost every night.
~One of the most important reasons why I love Adam is that he love the Lord. He has such a strong spirit that pushed me to make the decision to serve a mission. In making that decision, my life changed. I put the Lord first and because I had such a strong desire to serve the Lord...He blessed me by finding my best friend and eternal companion with Adam.
~Adam is very good with cars! At first I was hesitant because of how much he loved cars, but I am now realizing what a blessing it is.
~Adam is very smart. He loves to read and teaches me something new almost every day. He also doesn't make me feel stupid when I ask 'obvious' questions.
~He likes to rhyme...when we were dating he would write me poems and funny stories all the time. Even now...randomly he shouts out funny raps throughout the day (it remind me of my dad) and always makes me laugh.
~He has such a passion for music. He burned me a few church music CD's when I was preparing for my mission and I love every one of them.
~I have always admired the faith Adam has. When we were living in Rigby we were having a hard time financially and had little wood to keep us warm. Because of Adams' faith and the love of the Lord we saw numerous miracles.
~I love to cook...and even when things turn out horrible Adam always compliments me.
~He always boosts my confidence in telling me how beautiful I am every day. What a sweetheart!
~I have always loved Adams voicemail messages...they have been hysterical lately!
~I love it when Adam hits snooze a few times to snuggle with me before he gets up.
~Adam supports and encourages me. In losing weight, in my crafty obsessions, in being a mother some day, in cooking. I love him for that!
Okay so I could do this all day but I think you get that I love my husband! :) We are planning on spending all day tomorrow in New York. I'm so excited and a little nervous. We are driving there (I will probably be praying my heart out through the heavy traffic!). We have lots of stuff planned so I'm hoping everything goes well. The weather will be crappy but I'm sure we will have a blast!
*When Adam surpised me and proposed*
Adam and I have had such an amazing year together! We have learned a lot about eachother and continue to learn and grow from eachother. I love him and look forward to creating even more memories with him. I love you sweetheart! Thank you for keeping me falling for you.
p.s. Sorry if this post was hard to read...blogger wasn't working right.
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